So yesterday was not a good day for me. I broke down all over again. But looking back it proved something to me. That person was never really my friend, because I didn't know him at all. And while that may seem like such a negative and terrible thing, it isn't. Yes it sucks, but it also makes it easier to forget it and him, when I realize there is nothing to remember, because in reality, almost every part of our relationship and subsequent friendship, was a bold-faced, terrible, lie.
I don't say this for sympathy or anything like that. It is just a statement of fact. The person I thought was my friend, was not my friend at all. He lied to me every step of the way. And now that this question is over, I am closing the book and walking away from it.
So what's next for me?
Well I'm working on productions and making new friends. I've met some incredible people lately and I can't wait to see what the future holds. I know that it will be better because I will do all in my power to make it so.
That's all for now,
B
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